Musings from the Junk Drawer, part two

Poetry, Ponderings

Probably wrote this while studying world history and reading Oliver Goldsmith’s “The Deserted Village.” Except this one wasn’t an assignment. πŸ™‚

Here’s more thoughts from a schoolgirl, the “pink sticky note poem” typed.

Civilization

Each empire has its tyranny,
Each empire has its slaves.
To no avail each empire climbs–
No empire will be saved.

Mighty Rome!
Her roads and conquest
Fell at barbarian hands
And into darkness long
Was plunged, ’til kings
Should rule again.

A civilization thinks it’s new,
Yet mirrors all the past.
The things it knows
Will come and go,
Like dew upon the grass.
Though each to permanency strives,
Only the cycle lasts.

From Babylon and Egypt,
To Persia, Greece, and Rome–
All across the continents,
Empires have grown.

All thinking themselves walled in stone,
The folly herein lies:
No civilization standing now
Will heed the ancient cries–
“You will fall, just like the rest,
So wake from your blind pride.”
She doesn’t hear until duress,
And then, alas, she dies.

We see the dreadful pattern;
We cannot find its cure.
We do not heed the trap at first,
Enchanted by its lure.

And, oh, of the life pastoral,
Of the joy of simpler times!
We would have stayed in fairer climes
Had empire not appeal.

And so we feed the monster,
And gild it with our work.
But small it starts, delights us,
We’re giddy in our mirth
Until it turns and strikes us,
Slinks off to seek rebirth.

Each civilization has its glories,
But all the more its faults.
We look to the past stories,
But we cannot make it halt.

You see, my friend, because we err,
There is no paradise
Until through death we become heirs
To our eternal life.

All that on two sticky notes! I think I’d better keep them for proof. πŸ˜‰

Giving Thanks: For and With (plus another musing from the junk drawer)

Love Like Steel, Ponderings

Thanksgiving is what I ought to do every day, every moment if I stop to ponder what a wondrous story I live in, what abundance I’ve been given. And by abundance I don’t mean bank accounts and too many pairs of shoes and a loving family. I mean life and all of its heartache and joy, burden and song, crumbs and crossiants. A life that bubbles over with the wine of gladness but also tastes the bitter cup of suffering. A life that keeps on giving and never runs out. Ever.

Giving and given, a feast forever.

Thanksgiving, a day of feasting, is a day for full tables, and I don’t just mean what goes on it. A once-a-week, once-a-year, once-in-a-while, “let’s come together to say ‘Thank you, LORD.'”

Because saying thank you with others is a special thing. Thankful for you, and with you, because you’ve been where I’ve been. Stood beside the grave while I was crying. I held your baby on the sofa and heard her sleepy sighing. You lent me your crockpot, served me “hope you feel better” soup from your stockpot. We danced in the rain, got mud between our toes, and found a tickle of laughter in the midst of daily woes. We traded recipes and shirts, you held my hand and prayed. I listened while you told me your hurts. We built bonfires and changed car tires. You brought me eggs from your chickens. I helped clean your kitchen. And everybody knows the kitchen is the heart of the home. Nobody goes it alone. So we all come to gather and feast. For a day. At least.

A community is made strong by mutual sharing, helping, and easing one another’s burdens. Praying for one another. Serving one another. Working together.

(And singing and feasting, too!)

Buried in the junk drawer was a note to self from four years ago. A challenge to my “DIY” all by myself attitude. Me, not willing to ask for help. Because I didn’t want to admit I needed it, didn’t want to be a burden, didn’t think anyone would want to lend a hand or advice or whatever I needed and they had.

I was young; maybe I thought I didn’t have anything to offer, so I shouldn’t ask. Didn’t realize that asking for help is an offering. Offering an opportunity to grow closer, to show love.

In refusing to ask for help you deny others the opportunity to serve you. Over time, they might feel less inclined to seek your help. You’re not burdening others by asking for assistance. You are helping to keep the community alive.

Feeding your people is also a good way to keep the gang alive. πŸ˜‰ So here’s to Thanksgiving!

Musings from the Junk Drawer, part one

Poetry, Word-wrangling

Deep cleaning my room last week yielded a poem, longish, written in tiny print on two pink sticky notes stuck together. Thoughts from a younger me, fifteen or sixteen, maybe.

Knowing I had typed it out once upon I time, I went digging through my files, and found another old poem instead. So here’s some nostalgia for you…

Ode to a Blank Page

By Lia Rodriguez, schoolgirl (Oct. 7, 2012)

A blank page is a world to claim, an open door, a beckon to fill it.
It is a call to make the two-dimensional three-dimensional, to turn lines into life.

A blank page knows no rules. It is an ocean vast and untamed.
“Sail me!” it cries. “Make me into more than ceaseless motion.
Place your vessel upon me, and I shall carry it.”

A blank page, to me, is wood to a carpenter; a slab of marble to a sculptor.
“Make me beautiful,” it pleads. “I shall bear your work well.”

A blank page is a garden. “If you work me,” it promises, “I will yield an abundant harvest.”
Sweat and toil bring sustenance and life.

A blank page is naught on its own. Yet without it, my work is naught.
So in alliance, we give each other significance.

A blank page is a mountain to climb. The journey has its difficulties,
but the view from the summit makes every stumble well worth the pain.

A blank page is a world to claim, an open door, a beckon to fill it.
Behind every full page is an empty page. Beside that empty page, there is a writer.
And behind that writer there is a village, who said, “Sail the ocean, climb the mountain, claim the world.
We would like to see the view from your eyes.”

Thanks for being part of the village!